Somehow I don't think Clint will mind. It appears it was a bit of a catharsis to speak to Death and put things in perspective. It takes time to find that peace and even if you don't, the pain will be at a managable level. As I said, my mom died in '98 and I'm still coming to grips with things. I'm finding out all sorts of things about her, some I wish I didn't know. But it has helped me see her in a realistic light. I find that she is even more of a remarkable lady than I thought. We're here to listen when you need us.

I'm really sorry I couldn't help you out on your trip to NE. I would have gladly. What town were you in? I'm in Fremont.